no matter how much i exercise or purge, i still feel guilty for eating something over 100 calories. i wonder if i’ll ever stop feeling like this. i ran 7 kilometres today and then binged on a croissant and i can’t convince myself that it was okay and that i needed food.
will be making a side ed/diet/exercise blog, nothing too fancy just somewhere i can talk about stuff without feeling like it’s inappropriate considering my other content. let me know if you guys want to know the url, don’t want to trigger any of the radfems who follow me for feminist posts :)
Regressing rapidly. 3 binge/purges this week.
I spent three hours on the treadmill today after a binge and now I feel like collapsing.
i really don’t get why so many people have both a personality disorder and an eating disorder
(most people who i’ve known who have been diagnosed with NPD/ASPD/Borderline/Histrionic have also been bulimic or anorexic)
is this a co-morbid thing?